Friday, December 5, 2008

致我“敬爱”的 Supervisor...

请问... 您以后说话时可不可以留一点情面,别去到太尽啊?

您说... 下星期一给您五个Parameter...

好啦,想了三天,还搞到自己彻夜难眠... 才说完一个 Parameter,您就叫我停... 说我为什么要做这样的东西... 就叫我回去看回自己和senior的result,重新plan过...

好啦,都听您的话... 拿了Senior的样本再去做测试... 看看是不是自己的技术不好而导致Result不好... 连续三天早餐+午餐都混在下午三四点才解决... 终于做完了... 结果,原来大家的Result大同小异... 都没差...

好啦,再去见您,告诉了您一切,很庆幸的,您终于没说我技术欠佳...

接下去,想问您接下来要做些什么,您却说我不要动脑筋!摆脱!我想好了五个Parameter, 您才听完一个就否决了我所有的Idea,今天还告诉我那些都是 Useless Ideas!那你是否应该听完了才决定那些是否都是Useless的呢?!好啦,我忍...

您说我没读Journal,那您又哪颗眼睛看到我没读呢?我没印出来,并不代表我没读... 我印出来拿您看,您却说那些Journal都是N年前的... 您以为我想要的吗?我找到的就是这些啊!很多Journal我在家都开不到啊!用您的电脑,还要排队叻...

好啦,我知道我很笨!没您那3.8的乖学生勤劳(老实说,我没觉得她很聪明... =p... 但无可否认,她的却很勤劳)... 但您可不可以不要把她捧到这样高,却把我们别的FYP学生踩到无地自容?! 我知道您是在开玩笑,但有时的确太过火了吧!今天,眼泪已在眼眶里打滚,可是,我强忍泪水,我告诉自己,忍耐吧!要坚强!别让他们瞧不起你!别让他们认为你是懦弱的!

我想对您说... 您要给C就给C吧!我知道我自己已尽了力... 我不会在您面前邀功... 我有我自己的原则... 我并不是FullTime MasterStudent... 我只是Full Time Final Year Student... 我并不需要像某人一样,没事也到Lab去报到... 我只要做完自己该做的事,我就不会出现在那个Lab... 我想说的是... 请您别整天以为我们都没做事情... 只是我们几个华人没在您面前做罢了!我们尽了我们的本分... 决不会在您面前假惺惺... 就这样... 发泄完毕!

8 comments:

Unknown said...

awww....i understand that kind of feeling de.....last time when i was in secondary school also like that....they doesnt see doesnt means we didnt do....jiayou lah....must find a way to get rid of all these double standard thing.....

Anonymous said...

看来最近你受了N多气
想开点(不对,根本想不开 跪)
只能叫你多加油 多忍耐
就让他见见你超强的忍耐力吧

LuLu said...

Ha... girls.. thanks for cheering me up... feeling much better dy... after writing d blog.. haha... ya... we have to think positively... hee.. add oil for our FYP... everyone seems having problems with that.. aigh...... jia you

Anonymous said...

haha....amirul is like tat one la...always zat ppl one...i oso kena d...jz forget about..jz left few month to go only...then we will finish our fyp...no need to see the amirul liao lo...add oil la...

LuLu said...

wei.. how dare u mention his name here? hahahahaha.. shh..... we r talking behind him le.. hahahaha..

Anonymous said...

Haha, kena marah/zat only ma..small matter!! Don't take it so seriously. Will only make your life miserable only. Whenever I kena marah, I always tell myself that they are singing..Jia you la

Anonymous said...

lihai!!!
用blog 来骂老师!第一次见过。呵呵

LuLu said...

blek...